Title: The Red Roses are... Calm.
Author: warumono_girl
Band/Pairing: KaixRuki (Gazette)
Theme: 5. Calmness (30emotions)
Rating: PG
Warnings: none, besides my English.
Word Count: 507
Summary: Feelings shouldn't be kept locked on our hearts, by more than one reason.
Anxious >> Surprised >> Bewildered >> in Love >> Calm >> Excited
Comments are love, and critic are romance, so, critic wanted :)




5# Calmness
Kai P.O.V.

I could sense the doubt, the fear and the shock on his face, but I was very sure that once he had digested what was said he would be smiling. It's not like I can read your mind, but I can say that I've got a hold of your feelings, and this, this is what makes me composed in a time like this. I'm used by the way your mind works by now, and then, I just left you there in the living room while I make us some coffee. I know that by the time you joins me at the kitchen, your mind would have proved to be sane again.

It's very curious the way that the anxiety and the adrenaline has just left my body, leaving only a good feeling, like everything would be fine from now on. I didn't have any assurance of that, but I think that just to have said that words to you made me feel complete again. I just wished you had not cried, that I had not made that stupid move back at my house, but since I couldn't change my mistakes, I'm very sure that I have fixed them.

I feel my hands get warmer while I put the coffee in two cups, and it's warmths seems to fit me very well. I fell at peace now, even without knowing how this night is going to end, this feeling just won't go away. I let a smile appear at my lips before setting one of the cups on the table and sipping a bit of the one still in my hands. I looked over the living room just to realize that you still there, eyes wide open, hands closed in fists looking like the world has just ended. I smirk. Soon you'll be joining me here, and things are going to be okay. This much I do know about you, and it's not like I need to know any better, as long as I know how much I love you. I don't like to lose.

I hear a sound and look up just to find you looking at me from the kitchen door, eyes still red and puffy, but now a sweet smile adorning that adorable lips of yours. I just nod my head and make a move for you to take the other mug of coffee. You're probably shaking over the coldness and the damp clothes you still in, and then, just like the destiny have blessed us, the silence in with we drank our warm liquids were just too comforting for both of us.

I can't stop myself to not gaze into you eyes, and try one more time reassure you of the path that lies ahead. It's like now, we know that nothing can make our feelings melt away, no matter how much of a fool we both have been for keeping everything locked until now. I just hope that he didn't broken you so bad that it can't be fixed.

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Title: The Red Roses are... Excited.
Author: warumono_girl
Band/Pairing: KaixRuki (Gazette)
Theme: 12. Excitement(30emotions)
Rating: PG
Warnings: just my poor English.
Word Count: 444
Summary: Feelings shouldn't be kept locked on our hearts, by more than one reason.
Anxious >> Surprised >> Bewildered >> in Love >> Calm >> Excited
Comments are love, and critic are romance, so, critic wanted :)



12# Excitement
Ruki's POV.

The feeling that over took my body seemed too big for my tiny frame, and I just grinned like a crazy man, there, alone on my own living room, with soaked clothes, tears strained cheeks, only thinking that I was the most lucky man in the entire world. I repeated your worlds countless times on my mind, and every single time they sound even more truth and sincere than the last. I was dazed, like the world had just ended and then came back.

It took a little time for my eyes to focus again, and my mind to register exactly what happened since the beginner of the night. I feel ashamed and happy and sad, all in the same moment, and then, after have digested everything I looked around in a haze to find you, but my living room seemed empty besides for my form, hanging alone in the middle of it, scattering heavy water drops over the floor.

On that moment I could feel the heavy smell of coffee coming from my kitchen, and nothing could be more comforting than that. At a leisure pace I got my body to proper function again, and slowly led myself to the kitchen door. I just stood there for some minutes, watching you silently getting the cups on the table. I just smiled and you made a gesture for me to go and drink my coffee.

The silence that stood between us at that moment was the most peaceful one that I'll ever come to know, and at the same time the most alluring thing that I could imagine. Something in my belly was fluttering, making me anxious and happy at the same time. Things were going to change, and I knew it, and for the first time, it was for better. I couldn't control my nervousness and I ended up spilling a bit of my drink.

You gave me sheepish smile and a shake of your head. Yeah, I knew that I was making a fool of myself since the moment he had opened the door to my nervous picture this night, and still, I could just smile back, a setting felling taking over me. I wanted to know what were going to happen, but at the same time things sounded just very good right now. I was a bit of afraid to break the silence, so I just took away my excitement and just enjoyed the coffee shared in peace, after the terrible events of the night.

Your eyes tell me that everything is going to be fine. And I believe them. I believe I can heal.

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