I'm going to list all my fic ( the ones with no co-author) over this post from now own, maitaining it.
The fics are organized by band and pairings.

Warning

Lots of the fics here has strong homossexual sexual reference so, please be warned. Also, most of the fics are NC-17 Rated, so enjoy responsibly.

Dir en grey

Kaoro x Die

Epiphany
Season & Theme: Winter / scarf for 4seasons_fics
genre: Fluff, romance
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: none.
Disclaimer: none, therefore they don’t belong to me.
Summary: No matter how much he already know about the other man, every day now seemed like a fresh new relationship …

Kaoro x Kyo

Of Drinks and Sleeping Walks
Chapters: 1/1(one shot)
Genre: Humor
Warnings: Reference to sex
Rating: None
Pairings/Characters: Kyo x Kaoro
Synopsis: Do you ever wake up with a missing feeling? - kyo wake up to a unexpected turn out of events.

Harmonium
Season & Theme: Winter / Snow for 4seasons_fics
genre: Fluff, romance
Rating: PG
Warnings: none ? o.O
Disclaimer: none of them belong to me.
Summary: Looking at the snow covered roads I set to think that maybe that’s the most appropriated scenery for people to wake up with.

Kyo x Die

Looking Outside Inside
Rating: PG
Genre: angst / romance
Warnings: self mutilating, suicide attempt.
Disclaimer: none of them belong to me.
Pairing: Kyo x Die | one sided : Die x Kaoro, Kaoro x Kyo
Summary: I knew I shouldn't have agreed to stay with you while I knew I still loved him. And now ? How could I ask you to believe that he doesn't mean anything to me anymore, that I love you and only you when I keep coming late, smelling of his perfume ?

Kaoru x Toshiya

Aphorism
Season & Theme: Winter / hot chocolate for 4seasons_fics
band: Dir en grey
genre: Fluff, romance
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: suggestions of sex ?
Disclaimer: none, therefore they don’t belong to me.
Summary: The deep brown of his eyes are slight tinted darker with that unmistakable tune of want…

Gazette

Ruki x Reita

Title: About Confessions and Broken Hearts (on going)
Genre: Romance, humor.
Disclaimer: Don’t own.
Rating: PG – for now
Summary: after Reita's Confession and Ruki's shocked reaction, will Ruki be able to fix his mistake?
This story is a continuation of Haze
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2


Certainty
Band/Pairing:RukixReita (Gazette)
Genre: don’t know O.o.
Rating: R
Warnings: sex situations ? Õ.o
Word Count : 400
Summary: ‘One more time I can see you. One more time I can feel you..’

Haze
Genre: Romance ?
Rating: PG
Disclaimer:don't own them.
Synopsis: can’t you be dumb enough to not graps you own wants ? Ruki will find out that yes, he was

Addiction Series: Painful Vice
Rating: G
Warnings: bad english
Disclaimer:no matter how much I cry, my bf won’t buy them for me XD
Synopsis: That's why sometimes I ask myself if I really wants to keep Taka....
It's part of the Addiction series.

order :Venomous Addiction >> Sweet Dependence >> Vicious Truth >> Abashing Freedom >> Painful Vice

Addiction Series: Abashing Freedom
Rating: PG
Warnings: bad english
Disclaimer:so… my mom told me that we can’t import people not even for Christmas presents…
Pairing: RukixReita
Synopsis: Have you been feeling this as hard as I was? Have this tormented veil suffocate you the same as me ?
It's part of the Addiction series.
order :
Venomous Addiction >> Sweet Dependence >>Vicious Truth >> Abashing Freedom

Addiction Series: Vicious Truth
Rating: G
Genre: angst / romance
Warnings: bad english
Disclaimer:As much as I would love to have them, they don't fit on my closet.
Synopsis: That's why sometimes I ask myself if I really wants to keep Taka....
It's part of the Addiction series.
order : Venomous Addiction >> Sweet Dependence >>Vicious Truth

Addiction Series: Sweet Dependence
Rating: G
Genre: angst / romance
Warnings: bad english
Disclaimer:As much as I would love to have them, they don't fit on my closet.
Synopsis: It hurts because I can't entirely let go of Akira, and you seem to be doing just great at burying Taka.
It's part of the Addiction series.
order : Venomous Addiction >> Sweet Dependence

Addiction Series: Venomous Addiction
Rating: G
Genre: angst / romance
Warnings: bad english
Disclaimer:sadly, they belong to themselves and not to me.
Summary: I'll be there, you'll be there, and at the same time, when all that voices will be screaming our names ...

Kai x Ruki

Title: How we are
Author: warumono_girl
Chapter: 1/3
Band/Pairing:RukixKai (Gazette)
Genre: angst, romance.
Rating: PG
Warnings: none.
Summary: This is gonna be a three short stories series that will tell the same story with three possible ending. How we are, How we could have been and How we’ll never be.

How we are | How we could have been | How we'll never be



Shallow Bonds
Genre: Smutish. A little bit of angst.
Rating: R
Warnings: none.
Word Count : 403
Summary: ‘He let his hands sneak in the raven haired drummer, tilting his head back and fiercely kissing him.’

Rapturous
Genre: Smut
Rating: nc-17
Warnings: mansex.
Word Count : 859
Summary: ‘The only response the drummer could muster was a weak whimper and a strong shudder, his whole body shivering. His eyes hold a silent please.’
This is a sequel to Shallow Bonds. For drako_malfoy that demanded it XD~~~~

Superfluous Words
Genre: Fluff
Rating: PG
Warnings: none.
Summary: ‘He toke the rose in his fingers and softly stoke its petals, feeling how silky the petals felt on his fingers.’


Besides the Rain Drops
Author: warumono_girl
Band/Pairing: RukixKai (Gazette)
Genre: Fluff
Rating: PG
Warnings: none.
Summary: ‘A sigh pass over his lips while his deep and tired gaze fall over the sleeping form at the shared bedroom.’


Bitter Taste
Author: warumono_girl
Band/Pairing: KaixRuki (Gazette)nm
Genre: Deadly fluff. A tiny bit of angst.
Rating: PG
Warnings: none.
Word Count : 881
Summary: ‘A hand make itself comfortable on a cheek, one pair of eyes held captive, almost doubtful. The other, calm, confident enough.’



Repressed Desires
Author: warumono_girl
Band/Pairing: KaixRuki (Gazette)
Genre: bit of angst
Rating: PG
Warnings: none.
Word Count :290
Synopsis: "Our eyes lock for meaningless seconds, you dancing in front of my drums with that dirty smirk of yours, almost making me lose a beat. "
Beta : drako_malfoy. Thank you so much dear. It was also inspired by a talk we had about the way i think hard to write angst XD~~~~


Love Stories
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Genre: deadly fluffy
Disclaimer:My mom said that you can't own people. I was so sad after that...
Pairing: KaixRuki
Summary: Kai muses over Love stories


Christmas Whishes
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Genre: deadly fluffy
Disclaimer:My mom said that you can't own people. I was so sad after that...
Pairing: KaixRuki
Summary: Ruki wishes only one thing this christmas



The Red Roses Are ...
Rating: starts on G
Warnings: bad english
Genre: drama/angst/smut/fluffy
Disclaimer:As much as I would love to have them, they don't fit on my closet.
Pairing: KaixRuki
Synopsis: Feelings shound't be kept locked on our hearts, by more than one reason.
Written for (30emotions)

Anxious >> Surprised >> Bewildered >> in Love >> Calm >> Excited>> Lustful >> Pitying >> Distressed >> Restless >> Disappointed >> Grateful >> Envious >> Enraged >> Indignated >> Fearful >>>> Grieving >> Apathy >> Desperate>> Longing >> Compassionated >> Shameful>> Confident >> Rapture >> Malice >> Hatred >> Melancholic >> Amused >> Regretting>> Happy




The Silly Games We Play
Rating: G
Warnings: bad english
Genre: humor
Disclaimer:As much as I would love to have them, they don't fit on my closet.
Pairing: KaixRuki
Synopsis: I looked at him and couldn't take my eyes of the sight. He probably has no idea how cute he's being...


The Way We Love
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: sex; fluff, Bloodplay, BDSM, smut
Genre: smut to fluff
Disclaimer:As much as I would love to have them, they don't fit on my closet.
Pairing: KaixRuki
Synopsis: A 50 Drabble KaixRuki Collection written for 1sentence

Cross Over

Shinya x Hitsugi ( Deg x Nightmare)

Title: Wants and Needs
Genre: smut / romance
Warnings: ManxMan, bad grammar ;p
Rating: nc-17
Pairings/Characters: Shinya x Hitsugi (Dir en grey/Nightmare), hinted Die x ?
Synopsis: “…A smirk could have been sensed on Hitsugi’s lips and Shinya’s blush mated a tomato. …”

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3| Chapter4

Kyo x Tatsurou ( Deg x MUCC)

Disabled Complexes
Pairings:Kyo x Tatsurou (Deg x MUCC)
Genre: smut
Warnings: blowjob, abuse , improper use of tênnis laces;
Rating: nc-17
Synopsis: “ You should have seen you right now, how sinful and pitiful you was. ”

Kyo x Ruki ( Deg x GazettE)

REPITITION OF HATRED
Chapter: one-shot
Prompt: 10. fight for 10_hurt_comfort
Rating: nc-17
Warnings: sex suggestiveness, dominant/submissive implicit behavior
Summary: ” . The kiss was hard and hungry, all the hatred about his situation being shoved at the other in the unmistakable ferocity of the act.”
Word Count: 639
Notes: I’ve written it for 10_hurt_comfort.


The Other Side of the Cracked Mirror
Chapter: one-shot
Author: warumono_girl
Band(s): Dir en Grey x The GazettE
Pairing: KyoxRuki
Rating: Nc-17 to be safe.
Warnings: sex scenes.
Summary: ” I pull at the chain attached to your collar and clash our mouths in a fierce kiss, ignoring the tiredness of my body.”
Notes: it’s kinda of a side-story/ sequel to Shallow Sanctuary & Cage


Caged
Chapter: one-shot
Author: warumono_girl
Pairing: KyoxRuki
Rating: Nc-17 to be safe.
Warnings: sex scenes.
Summary: ” He barely suppressed his own moans, falling in a whimpering mess of need.”
Notes: it’s kinda of a side-story/ sequel to Shallow Sanctuary


Shallow Sanctuary
Chapter: one-shot
Author: warumono_girl
Pairing: KyoxRuki
Rating: Nc-17 in all of them to be safe.
Warnings: mansex.
Summary: ” No more words were exchanged, only meaningful looks. The blond eyed the auburn man with declared feelings - raw and true.”
Notes: randomness of my sick mind XD


Fragile Dreams
Chapter: one-shot
Author: warumono_girl
Band(s): Dir en Grey x The GazettE
Pairing: KyoxRuki
Rating: PG
Warnings: none.
Summary: ” Most of the times I wonder if even once I believe myself that I could achieve my so wanted trophy”



Behind My Closed Eyelids
Pairings:Kyo x Ruki
Set and Theme: Set C for j10_ways
Genre: most of them are lemon/smut
Warnings: blowjob, mansex, domination/submisiveness, Breathplay;
Rating: nc-17
Notes: I’m writing it for j10_ways, so every story will be connected, and named as Behind My Closed Eyelids series.
Synopsis: “ Both of us know very much that is pointless to try to resist each other. ”

Sinful urges | White Lies | Hazed Reality| Invisible Collar | Degrading Bounds | Unreleased Breath | Agonized Lie | Unwanted Needs | Unvoiced Truths | Ruthless Realization |Hopeful Convictions

Agitated Screams of Lust
Pairings:Kyo x Ruki
Set and Theme: for jfetish_15 every chapter will be one.
Genre: All of them are smut.
Warnings: blowjob, mansex, domination/submisiveness, Breathplay and lots of fetishs;
Rating: nc-17
Notes: I’m writing it for jfetish_15, so every story will be connected, but can be read as one-shots.
Summary: Wicked or not, that's what they needed, and no more than what they craved.

Untarnished Taint | Reverberated Desire |Loud gestures of Silent Truths | Masks

Ruki x Satoshi ( GazettE x Girugamesh)

The Distorted reflection in the Cracked mirror
beta: visualkeiwhore
genre: shameless smut XD
Rating: Nc-17 / R
Warnings: mansex.
Summary: " The playful tune in the man's voice was easily mixed with the mocking words. "
Notes: My dear beta asked me to write some satoshixruki smut, but I failed XD and then all that I got was this rukixsatoshi porn XD~~~~ So, this fic is dedicated to no one but visualkeiwhore. Thank you so much dear ;)

Ruki x Shou ( GazettE x Alice Nine)

Sweet Deceive
Word Count: 714
Genre: smut
Warnings:sex, shameless sex, dominance/submisiveness;
Rating: nc-17
Summary: “ Please what? – He hears the pleasure filled voice of his lover demanding him to address properly.”